Re: I'm really losing it...
You still have time. He could change his mind.
I know this must be INCREDIBLY frustrating and exhausting. I know you are probably working harder than you ever have in your life. But now is the time to make the investment of time and energy. There are no guarantees that you'll get the big payoff. But someday you'll look back and you will be so proud of what you did. You'll know that you gave your all.
Hang in there, Mama! We're all rooting for you!
Coolest thing my big girl said recently: "How can you tell the world is moving when you are standing on it?"
Coolest thing my little girl sang recently: "I love dat one-two pupples!"