So and am going back to work tomorrow and I'm an emotional wreck.
Everything within me wants to stay home with her but we are in a situation (hopefully temporary) that requires me to return to work.
The good news is that LO (four months old) will be cared for in our home by her grandma and aunt while I am working, and I can come home at lunch to feed her the normal way.
For her other feedings while I am gone I am pumping.
I go round and round between, broken hearted, angry, terrified, unconfident and nervous and can - do attitude ---- all with crying.
I could use any encourgement anyone is willing to offer.