I'm not sure how you all do this for so long. My ds is 6 weeks old and I am running out of steam. He is up every two hours to eat constantly. My 3 year old is pretty "needy". My baby always wants to eat when we are out and about or if I have an appt somewhere. My dh is in the military so he isn't really any help. I am so tired. Every morning we have our "colicky" time between 5 and 8. He won't nurse or sleep or just look around without at least 45 minutes of screaming, sometimes up to an hour and a half of screaming. I just don't know how much energy I have left. We are 1000 miles away from my family and at least an hour drive from any Lll meetings. I am ready to start giving him formula just for a break and some sleep. I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) so the fact that my house is messy is basically physically painful for me. We just found out my dh leaves for Iraq for the second time in January. I would love to send my 3 year old to daycare for a break but nobody will take him be cause he isn't potty trained. I am just so overwhelmed. I feel like such a nonsuccess because so many people do this and more everyday. I guess I just needed to vent a little.