I have a newborn who will be 2 weeks old tomorrow. I am trying my best to breast feed, but getting very discouraged. I have spoken to the lactation consultants at the hospital where I delivered and I get varied advise and like it should just be a breeze. The problem is that my baby had low blood sugar when she was born (she was SGA-5lbs 9 oz 39weeks) so she was in NICU for about 3 days on formula. Meanwhile...I have a very large kidney stone and a nephrostomy tube in my left kidney and developed a very bad infection with fever & chills, severe pain and fatigue, body aches...so...I was trying to pump, but only actually was pumping about 1-2 times a day. My milk had not even started to come in. Well once I got on antibiotics and started to feel better, I decided to start back with the pumping at every 2-3 hours. I started this one week and 2 days postpartum. It has been about 3 days now that I ahve been diligent with this and the most I have pumped is 25 cc from both breasts at one pumping. I have alot of pain with my kidney still and very bad nausea and no appetite due to antibiotics I think. All the pumping is just wearing me down. I am sooo stressed!! She is bottle feeding about every 3 hours. She would not really latch when I tried breast feeding in hospital and the lactation consultant said to use the training nipple..which never really seemed to do anything but confuse her in my opinion. Well I try putting her to breast several times a day and she has actually latched on and nursed on one breast 2 or 3 times over the last couple of days. Today was the longest she nursed about 10 min on one breast and it actually sounded llike she was swallowing some. I just dont know if my milk will come in full supply and I am getting so frustrated and I get to feeling very guilty about not being able to make it work and cry a good bit. ANY ADVISE WOULD BE GREATLY APRRECIATED!!!!!