I'm sorry your having such a struggle right now, keep up the good work. Every concern you have right now is only because your a good mom and you want the best for your baby. I don't know much about preemies but I am nursing a 8 month old and nursed my other two children for a year, so I can relate to all the questions we ask ourselves. So many people can give you advise and at times you just don't know who to listen to, but I can say these moms know what they are talking about. Quakermomma helped me recently and it is so nice to have mothers to help you. Hang in there and listen to your own intuition too, you know your baby better than anyone.
mom of 7yr old boy, 4 yr old boy, and 8 month old girl