i will be the first one to stand up and admit that nursing has started to drive me batty at times because of the pregnancy. but, i have not denied dd completely rather i have just cut sessions short if it really starts to bother me. that's kinda the gist of how it's been going recently. i have no milk right now, so it's all for comfort anyway. so, last week when we were all sick she could only nurse for a couple seconds because she couldn't breathe and would become frustrated. this went on for days.
it just occurred to me that she didn't ask to nurse at all today. it was a very sad recognition. i was actually beginning to come around to the idea of tandem nursing because she just didn't seem emotionally ready to stop like ds2 was. so i am sitting here right now having mixed emotions. the thought of having my breasts back to myself for a few weeks is appealing......but i don't think i am ready for this part of our relationship to be over.