Hey guys, in response to all...
I was taking Lexapro, a new anti-depressant. My OBGYN told me it was safe during BF, but b/c it's new... I didn't want to risk it.
I've been in counseling for my PPD for 6 weeks now.
I just want everything to get back to normal! But I will never be single, without a child and young again (even though I'm 21, I feel like a little old lady, staying home on a Friday night!) Ahhhh! I know that at some point all this craziness will make sense to me.
I just wish that my husband understood how hard this is on me, and the sacrifice I am making. He thinks I'm being "selfish" (b/c I'm relactating). If I was being selfish I wouldn't even care, or try!
Sometimes I wish I could take the pump to him, on FULL BLAST!