I just spent an hour trying to nurse DS to sleep. He'll lay in a nursing position as long as he has paci in his mouth. When paci falls out or I take it out to switch to my breast, he arches his back and screams like I"m hurting him! This last time when he cried, I used to chance to place my breast in his mouth and pulled him in closer. This made him cry more and more. What does that damn paci offer that I can't? I'M his mama.... Why won't he use me more comfort??? I just don't understand... This is so discouraging... I just spent an hour trying to get him to take my breast once he fell asleep in my arms. I could've been pumping for that hour. Or doing something else. Instead I though I would try because he will let me hold him that way... I thought maybe once he started dosing I could pull paci out and replace with my breast. Nope, he becomes Mr. Lockjaw when I offer my breast.