I went back to work 3 days ago. My LO is nearly 4 months old. I am exclusively breastfeeding and pumping at work. He is going to our local YMCA childcare center and I love the facility and the teachers. The thing is he is super tired when I pick him up at 4:00. I am used to staying at home with him and playing and him cooing and squeeling at me. He is so tired from daycare that he doesn't play, coo, or squeel in the afternoons. I am so sad and I feel like I am missing out on the best part of him. He went down for the night around 8:00 so I really only got to spend about 4 hours with him! I cried all the way to work this morning! How do I cope with misssing out on all the things my LO is doing?