Well, I think my DS has finally self weaned. It is such a weird feeling to not BF anymore since it was such a part of my and DS's life and now it is over. It just feels so strange and makes me sad. I wanted to BF him at least until 18 months but that was before the "surprise" baby came into existence!! I know in about a month or so I'll have another baby to BF but I'm sad I won't have that relationship with DS anymore.