I was 18 when i gave birth to my son. I was in a stressful situation and really had no help and no idea how to breastfeed. can't remember when i stopped trying to breastfeed him but it was within the first 2 mos. He is 4 now and i swear 90% of the time he hates me. its been like this for what seems like forever he always preferred his father over me.I have to wonder if its because i didn't breastfeed him. I was the only one breastfed out of me and my 2 other siblings and im closest to my mother. Anyways, I'm breastfeeding my daughter who is now 8weeks old. My son has made comments like "When i was a baby i was supposed to eat from there, and I didn't" Eventually i had to explain why, i dont know how he could know and it makes me feel horrible.
I guess my question is, if my 4yr old wants to try breast milk is that okay? what if he starts wanting to breastfeed now that he see's his sister doing it? i've seen woman who breastfeed their kids till they are 5 and my aunt breastfed her first born till he was 3. Is this a normal thing for older siblings?
He has also started peeing himself and the bed, (he has never had this problem since he has been potty trained 2yrs ago)
Thank you for any advice possible