I think Katy's done. Our BFing realtionship went through so many highs and lows in her first year. All was well until 2 1/2 months, then came the supply problems and supplementing, then I got some great advice from these wonderful mamas, and it got so much better. Then at 9 months, she started wanting more solid foods than BM, she refused to take BM out of a bottle when I was pumping at at work, I don't know why. And from there it just slowly started decreasing. We've been down to just 2-3 times a day since about 10 1/2 months and it was mostly for comfort, I don't think she was really getting a whole lot out of me. She refused to take BM out of a bottle when I was pumping at at work, I don't know why. She only wanted it from the source. Now she won't even take the breast. Every time I have tried to nurse her in the last week, she has screamed and shook her head and pulled away. She has now started pushing me away when I try. So I guess that means it's done. On the one hand I'm so glad we were able to do this in some way for a year, but on the other, I am so disappointed in mysef for not doing a better job for her. I so desperately wanted to go so much further, but I guess it's just not in the cards for us. I hate feeling like such a failure at something so incredibly important.