Today has been tough... DS doesn't want to sleep... I managed to pump two or 3 time this morning but I haven't pumped in hours. I'm setting up to pump now and I will cluster pump my little heart out tonight (DH gets home in less than an hour and can take over with DS) to try and make up for it... But will one day of messing up (I'm on day 4 of the process) hurt me in the long run? Or can I 'undo' it by pumping as often as possible for the rest of the night?
I feel horrible that I couldn't get to pumping today but I couldn't bring myself to let DS cry while I pumped. It just makes it harder to relax and he gets into all out screams (where he holds his breath) so quick.