I am a SAHM so I rarely leave DS. I own my own business of training horses, lessons and I sometimes judge horse shows. I have an ALL DAY horse show to judge tomorrow from 10 am until ? pm. Horses are my passion in life, and I am very excited about the show. This will be the first thing I have done since DS was born a YEAR ago.
DS will be with DH and his grandma here at home all day. From all the books I have read, DS is best decribed by Dr Sears as "High Needs". He has a BAD case of Mama's Boy.
I am very sad about leaving him and it is taking away my excitment for the show. I am worried he will fuss all day, like he does sometimes when I do leave him. I feel guilty for enjoying my horses.
I can't back out of the horse show b/c I am getting paid. Please help