I'm about a week away from BFing my 1 year old twins for the last time. I'm looking forward to many things about weaning but it definitely feels bittersweet. I remember being so upset about weaning our older child and it wasn't as hard (for either of us) as I expected it to be. But it's weird knowing that our baby days are over. I'll miss the way they look at me when they're nursing. Ugh. So upset. This'll pass, right? How did they get so big? Having twins is hard and I guess I'm also upset about not appreciating them enough when they were very little.