Does that make any since? Lexi is over her milk intollarance now!!! I am so excited. She is so excited!! We started trying her on cheese (since that is what she liked before we found out her little tummy couldnt handle dairy)every few weeks to see if she would have a reactation since that reaction was the mildest. well after several times of no reaction we tryed regular milk in small amounts 1-2oz no reactation!! Hubby and I have been so excited so has she since she can now have cheese she is so happy!
The sad thing is that i am now weaning myself of the pump( have been for about a week now). I have stopped taking the dom. I dropped 3 pills at a time. It gave me a headache but i suspected that would happen.
I am going to give her 4 oz of regular milk and make sure she can handle it before i completly let go of the pumping. I do have umm formula i can give her also. Its what i was giving her before i relactated. i have like 7 cans of powder.
I got her over the intollarance hump thats what i was aiming to do and i did it but some how i feel guilty after reading what i just wrote.
Are these "normal" feelings?
Has this happened to anyone else or am i just crazy?
I mean i did what i aimed to do shes over it and i want my body back is that selfish? sometimes i think it is and sometimes i think its not. Is it hormones thats making me feel like this? or just mommys not wanting to let go? I mean a few days ago she was my baby girl and then today shes my big girl and shes only 21mo!
I guess cause maybe i am longing for another baby or maybe i am seeing her as she is insted of seeing her as a baby i see her as a toddler. I just want to I feel like she grew up to fast! where does the time go? She is almost 2. 2! Man these hormones are kicking my @$$. WOOOOOO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Sorry. Im ok now. I can still hang around when im done pumping right? I sure hope so cause i sure would miss you all!
Sorry for all the ramblings