OK here is my story:
I breastfed DD until her 7 month, she decided that she was done with nursing. She never really enjoyed nursing it was just something she had to do to eat. When she started refusing to nurse I bought a pump and became a pumping crazy woman. I was pumping every three hours and could produce about 42 to 48 oz of milk. Then I had a very good freezer stash. I then started to pump less often, I of course had to use some of my freezer stash and now only have about 10 6oz bags of milk left.
I only pump 3-4 times a day and I am producing 25 to 30 oz. She is now almost 13 months old and I am READY to QUIT!!!! I am tired of doing it but at the same time I feel guilty for wanting to quit. She has a milk allergy(I think but we have not been to an allergist yet). I dont want to give her soy milk, I want to give her goats milk if she is not allergic to that. Breastmilk is free and I have this feeling like I will be a bad mom if I give her something other than breastmilk. What do I do? My original goal was 6 months and my new goal is 18 months but I dont know if I can do this much longer. I want my body and my boobs back