Well, maybe not sad, but it just seems weird/strange some how. If you've followed my other posts you know that DD is 1 and that I just returned to work this week after my summer off. She's only been nursing 1 time during the hrs I'm now at work, so I've only been pumping once these past 3 days and for no more than 10mins. And it just seems strange to me. Strange to have so much time in my work day back (I was pumping 3x's a day for 15min before vacation), strange to only get a few ounces (I used to go home with 14oz, I now go home with 3), strange to go 6 hrs before pumping and not even feel remotely full (I'm thinking I could probably go the whole work day w/o pumping). It's all just strange. DD is still nursing morning and night and I have a great stash in the freezer if I need it (but she's only drinking about 2-3oz while I'm gone if that), so I have no concerns there. But yet somehow there's part of me who can't let go of the old routine I guess. Perhaps the old routine was comfortable as I was a good pumper and could always pump enough for DD for the next day and somehow no one told the little voice in my head that I no longer need to bring home that much milk.
I guess I was expecting pump weaning to be more liberating than it has been.