This is probably a teething strike but I am still as sad. Last night Lily didn't nurse. I thought nothing of it cause she has been fussy and I just thought that she'd wake earlier to nurse thru the night. She woke normally (at 2am) but with a bone dry diaper. I freaked. All she wanted to do was snuggle and suck her thumb. Today she has been extra fussy. She has been eating solids pretty normally. I gave her, her sippy cup first thing this morning and she took it. So that did help my fears of her not peeing.
This morning I felt like I had a handle on the situation, little did I know that I didn't have a handle on my emotions. I think AF is coming any day now so that's not helping. This morning I thought 'fine if she wants to stop nursing... good cause I want my boobs back.' I thought of my options for replacing my milk. None are really good options. I pumped 4 times today and boy did that not go well. She wont drink my milk from a cup or a bottle. She wont drink cows milk (I had to try everything) She will only drink water with a small splash of juice. Wean or no wean how do I get milk into her? I am so afraid of drying up!
I'm sure I am probably worried over a small obstacle, but I'm kinda sad about this. Whether if shes done or not, shes killing me. I only want the best for her and right now it doesn't seam the best is me