Sigh...my LO is almost 3 months and i have to go back to work next week...sadness..i am dreading it wishing there was a way to never go back and stay home with her always...but my husband is in school and so i have no choice. He will get to be there with her when i am not (i am an RN and work nights, 3 days a week) but still...i am worried that she will want to BF and i won't be there and she will think i abandoned her!!! i know this isn't rationale but its how i feel.
I am pumping at work and already have a good supply built up for when i go back. i am also worried about the "evening hours". My husband calls it the "boobie time" because my LO usually still wants to nurse at least every hour from about 6 to 9ish. and i know its just a closeness thing, i dont' think she is actually hungry. but when i am not there to BF here i don't know if the bottle will cut it. She takes my milk in a bottle good for her daddy (and no one else!)
sigh..just looking for some support and a little advice! sorry so long!