He hasn't nursed in a few days. Before that it was every day maybe once, but only for a few seconds. Now he will come to the breast and not really latch. He puts his mouth on and gives this little suck, not enough to even draw my nipple into his mouth.
I was prepared to tandem, and understand that still may happen. But I felt like if I could just keep him nursing until the baby is born that he would pick up. Now it seems he forgets how. I wanted him to have at least 2 years of nursing.
I am scared that when the baby is born he will want to nurse, but have forgotten how and cause me pain from an incorrect toddler latch. I'm also scared that if he picks up again that he will never stop!!
So many emotions! I think something in my body has changed because I'm very hormonal, I broke out in all sorts of pimples, crying, etc.