We TTC for 2 years and after fertility treatments we conceived our DD (she's now 15 months old) I'm breast-feeding her on demand and I didn't get AF yet. We want to start TTC again in order to give us time in case we need fertility treatment again but without AF we can't. I'm 35 years old and I'm starting to feel old, I don't want to wean her, you have no idea how sad it makes me the only thought of this but we want at least 2 more babies. Since I went back to work (I work from home) she nurses 3 or 4 times a day but she nurses every hour or so during the night. I know it's not her time to wean yet, especially during the night and I enjoy nursing at night too. I wouldn't mind weaning the day feedings but I rather not.
Am I really too old? What if I wait and then I can't get PG? I'm really sad, I know I shouldn't, there are so many bigger problems in life but today, I'm being selfish and let myself be sad, I wish I could get my periods back
Thanks for listening!!