I have finally pucked up the courage and sent my MIL BF info, b/c she had been torturing me and bullying me for the past 4 years with her criticism and hurtful behaviour. And, I have also send some info with a nice covering letter saying we ought to 'try' and be friends to my 2 SILs, whom who refuses to have anything with me b/c of the path of motherhood I've chosen to follow.
I haven't heard anything from them about it for ages and ages, till I finally convinced my DH to ring them up and ask. They said yes they got the info, but stated that I am completely mad and bonkers! The 2 SILs again made it very clear that they don't want anything to do with my LOs and I. Even my DH had a go at me for 'rubbing it' in their faces so I am feeling very depressed today.
This makes me feel very bad and I feel like that I have denied my LOs a family b/c of my selfish choice to BF and I do feel like that maybe it was a mistake to BF. B/c at the end of the day it's my LOs that are suffering; no birthday & xmas presents, no family party invites etc. I do feel very lonely and cut-off with my children.