I think I have OCD with breastfeeding.
DD is 3 months old now, but the first month and a half of breasfteeding her I had to nurse her right before we would go ANYWHERE cuz 1. we had to use a nipple shield, and 2. i had never nip before. 3. i have larrrge breasts and didnt have a cover, nor was good at keeping my boobies covered.. soooo everytime we went ANYWHERE I had to nurse RIGHT before we went out. I guess I got it in my head to do this back then I still do it now.
Now I can NIP. 1. I no longer use a shield YAY FOR US 2. I have a cover now, and 3. I LOVE to NIP!
But I still like THINK "okay feed her now, leave and come home feed her again" even IF I KNOW i am going to be out for longer then a 2 hour time frame*(thats how often she has always ate) I also just DO it without even noticing sometimes. I'll PLAN to nurse her before we go ANYWHERE! So lately I havent gottent he chance to NIP cuz shes always content and not hungry.
How can I get over this? Am I subconscienclty thinking this? Do other moms think and feel the same way. I Just dont even know how to explain it really. AHH!