Well my daughter had her 2 month check up today. They have labeled her failure to thrive. She only gained 4 ounces in 3 weeks. She grew no inches, her head grew a tad the nurse said. I am now being told to supplement her 50% formula, 50% breastmilk and to up her ounces. She always seemed content after 3, but I was told that if they are use to getting 3oz, that is what they will drink, but it will not put enough weight on.
I feel now that they want me to increase her formula intake that I will not be able to get my supply to where I will be able to provide enough milk for her. I was so determined to do this this time around and I find myself back where I was with my last baby.
My husband says he doesnt blame me for her problem, but I can't help blame myself. As if I was keeping her at the 3oz because I was so close to having that amount and I caused her to not gain any weight. If she doesnt have enough weight gain by next appointment (The 28th) he wants to run some tests. Im not sure if this is my fault or if there is something actually wrong. Ofcourse this stress isnt going to help me, but I don't know what else I can do.