a great feeling of pride welled up in me on reading your post. CONGRATULATIONS. your devotion has created a very smart, confident, strong minded, self directed youngster who feels very secure in the love and care you have given him.
I am proud of him for choosing to start the next phase of his life. Aren't htese breast fed ones brilliant.
I hope you will find assurance of your wonderful, courageous effort over these past 15 months.