Rebecca--Thank you so very much!! I appreciate you "holding me in the light" I believe that prayer in any form is helpful. I doubt DH will post, but I will definitely get my mom too if he won't. Can you send me your e-mail address/phone number and I'll have one of them eithe e-mail or call you with the info. Thanks again for all of your support! This board has been wonderful for me to feel like I"m going to make it this time!!