I have three kids. I tried nursing all of them but my last baby is the only one who would nurse. She is three months old ( for making it this long!) But it seems that I can never do anything. I cant make breakfast for the other kids and I can't even have a second to take a shower in the morning! All she wants to do is be held As I write this, she is crying. I think... I might be wrong.... but because I nurse her, she cant even put her self to sleep because she needs to be held. I don't feel like a woman.... I don't have time to do my hair.... or even wear 'normal' cloths (who am I kidding I dont fit into normal cloths yet! ) She has been crying all day for the past two weeks. I thought it could have been the shots. A few days after the shots I thought... nope its gotta be that she is hungry. So I usta feed her every 4 hours... (not on a schedule... just when she wants) Now I tried feeding her every time she crys.... about 1-2 hours. She will sleep for longer... but only if you hold her. She will eat.... but thats not what she really wants. She doesn't sleep well during th day.... 1/2 hr nap here and there... she is totally not like my other kids.... and I think its cause I nurse her! I really want to do this... its good for her... and I really need the help to lose the baby pounds. But I wana feel like a person... not a BOOB! I wana shower 2x a day. I want to do my hair. I need to do my hair... smell decent... not look like a dumpy ol' mom. I am only 27... I don't wana look 10 yrs older. Forgive me.... I should be getting my pd soon here I hope! words of encouragement please!