Well, I think we're done. It's been an emotional roller coster thus far. We've been down to one or two times a day for a few months now, and in the last month he's been going a few days between sessions (his choice, as I've offered). Last night my breasts felt very warm and somewhat full. I can feel that the milk in them. I asked C if he wanted to nurse and he said yes and came over to me. When I latched him on he started pulling on me very hard and then popped my nipple like a Nuby sippy spout! Ouch! I told him no and set him down on the floor... he didn't even care. He just went right back to playing.
So, I know many of you have done this with your DH/SO whether it be during love making or not... but had 'em help ya' out. We uh, made up so to speak and he did what he could and he said he honestly didn't notice anything (milk wise). I also didn't feel any kind of let down. It just feels worse today (as I was hoping it would work, and well it didn't). I don't have the money to buy a manual pump currently and honestly don't remember how to hand express! Does anyone have a video?
I don't want to get plugged ducts. I honestly don't feel engorged, but do feel lumps. I was feeling engorged some last night and not today, but the milk is still in there. Maybe it did work a bit? I'm confused. Will being PG make me dry up faster? Perhaps I just wont get them? Maybe what I'm feeling is not milk? Gah, I have no idea!!