I am very sad. Today's pumping is not going well, it is worse than yesterday even though I am practically hooked to the pump hiding in my office (pumping every 45 minutes today). It seems like my output is decreasing by an ounce everyday.

I just talked with my OB, she prescribed Reglan for me again. I will take it and see what happens. But it seems like my body has just decided it is done with producing milk...

I don't want to hurt my baby in any way. I don't want him to have growth or weight gain problems. I don't want to be a bad mother and be selfish because I want to continue breastfeeding and starve my baby...