Hahahah, Oh Nikag, your post reminds me of me.
Girl, I used to resent those images on ads etc with those smiling tranquil looking women breastfeeding. I was like - its not so easy....until I became one of those smiling tranquil breastfeeding women
Yes, definitely make the investment of meeting with a lactation consultant within the first three days of your delivery and have her coach you. that will make a big difference. Plus this forum has wonderful support from thoughtful women who have been there.
all the best. May you become a tranquil looking breastfeeding momma