I did not nurse my first two children and I wanted to with my third but I got so much criticism from the hospital and even WIC that I got very depressed and discouraged and gave up. Now I am pregnant with my 4th and LAST child and I do not want to miss out on this experience. I have been told that it will be impossible since I didn't breastfeed the other 3 but I am desperate for a different opinion. Will it be impossible? Have I missed my chance? I know that as far as health issues go breastfeeding is the best possible thing I can do for my little one but mostly I want the bonding and closeness too.