Today I went to a salmon bake, where I saw many of my friends who also had their babies around the same time I did. It was frustrated to see their babies sleeping peacefully while mine was fussy all afternoon ( unless she was sucking on my breasts ). My baby cried and cried, even after BF, I was sooo tired and almost crying!!! then my DH said that maybe she was still hungry and not getting enough from my breast, so we prepared 1 1/2 oz of formula and gave it to her through a syringe ( so my breast would still be stimulated ), right after she was done she went to sleep! and it's been almost 2 hours since!!
My baby is almost 1 month, it's been the most difficult month of my life! I don't know what the heck I was expecting, I guess my expectations where too high! I was shocked to have this little person depending on me 24/7
I'm about to give up bf but it breaks my heart! I want the best for her. But it's also so frustrating not knowing if she's satisfied or not, it's the second time that I think she's full but she's not.
I also think I still have the baby blues, life doesn't seem as it should be with a baby, don't get me wrong, I LOVE MY LITTLE NAIMA, but sometimes I just don't know what to do!!!
I just need some encouragement!!!