Thanks for the story. Sounds like you get it pretty bad too. I was hospitalized after my first because I was going downhill fast and didn't know why. We decided to start on the Zoloft before the birth to make sure it is working when the baby is born. Sometimes you feel so alone and that you are the only one going through this horrible ordeal, it is comforting to know there are others (even though I wouldn't want my worst enemy to go through that kind of PPD). Good luck with your family.