i honestly though dear jacob would not have any problem taking a bottle. He was a pro during the times we practiced. I am going back to work on Monday and he refuses to take a bottle.
I so worried he's going to lose weight, so scared he's not going to get enough milk nutrients.
I feel so guilty for not introducing the bottle consistently. I was then worried about decreasing my supply so i opt to nurse rather than pump and bottlefeed.
what if he really doesn't learn to use the bottle? what if my supply decreases? how can i tend to his needs?
i think this is the lowest point of my b/fding life