I know I know, I am just so overwhelmed at this point. My baby who is 11 weeks will only bf for five min on one breast and then is done. She seems to get aggravated at the slowing of the breast after letdown. My letdowns have gotten so bad as in 10-15 seconds of just streaming fast flow milk that my baby gags on. Eating unforunately is associated with a struggle for her. She doesn't kick her legs with excitement to eat. I feel like my strong desire to breastfeed is leaning towards the end of selfishness as Im not sure if she is eating enough. she eats every 2/3 hours during night. But lately during the day she has spaced out to 4-5 hours, and again really quick feeds. She often spits up if I try and feed her upon awaking in the am. So every-morning for the past few days she has awakened around 7 , doesn't want to eat, then plays for a hours or so then sleeps. Then she may eat at 1030ish and not eat again until 3:00. I dont want to force the breast on her. My concern is is that she is hungry but wants nothing to do with the stress of my breast. I have tried everything i dont know what else to do. I have heard that if the input output is good dont worry. It is good, plenty of wets and two poops a day. I just feel like she is not eating enough. She also wont eat anywhere else but lying down on our bed, I cant seem to get a good feed out of her outside of the home environment. I want to go home and visit but i feel its important to have a well established consistent eating routine where I know my baby isn't starving. I guess what Im saying is if she was getting long feeds where I felt like she was getting enough the five our spacing wouldn't bother me so much. My local leader suggested a nipple shield and hasnt had the time to return my calls. I tried the nipple sheild but she doesnt like it . return my calls....I am at the end of my rope and I am feeling upset about it. thanks for letting me vent.