So this is my conundrum: DD is 12 wks. old today. I had breast reduction surgery many years ago so lactation has been difficult in the past with my first child. With DD I seemed to produced more milk, taking donperidone and other herbs (do not live in the US so I'm taking what's available here). I started trying to breastfeed DD at the beginning but always afraid that I couldn't produce enough plus the fact that she was born fullterm but very low weight (5lbs6oz) I started supplementing with formula in bottle right away. I never gave us the chance to fully develop a breastfeeding relation because I always had to tend to my other kid and do house chores. I've cried over it so much and feel deeply sad about it. I'd only put her to the breast to suck for comfort and it always seem to soothe her. I also pump once a day and yield between 2 to 3 (in a good day!) oz. So I want to give it another shot because it turns out she's allergic to cow milk's and soy protein and has reflux and maybe my milk will make her feel better? I do not have any hopes of breastfeeding exclusively, if I could provide one full meal a day I would be more than satisfied. I, realistically, do not have the time to pump 8 times a day and I just got an SNS which I'd probably be able to use 2-3 times a day since the rest of the time I'm out taking my other kid to lessons and school and the SNS can't be used in public. So I guess my question is if you think this can be done or is it an all or nothing kind of thing? Has anybody been in this situation? Also if somebody could please tell me if anybody has taken the fenugreek in powder form? that's the only way it's available here. Many, many thanks in advance for your input!