Just got the Internet for the first time yesterday, so it's all new too me. I'm so excited about this site, though. Anyway, I have a five month old baby boy, and bfing was is going ok, but three weeks ago, I had a miscarraige. I've been REALLY depressed about it, and because of animia, my milk supply suffered a little. It's been frustrating on top of everything to feel like I'm letting my little boy down sometimes. I also have two older babies (5 and 4) who need lots of attention since the baby arrived, but I feel so tired and am crying a lot of the time. The worst part is that I feel like everyone else has moved on, but I'm still suffering so much inside and trying to hide it. Is it silly to miss a baby so much that I never even got to see? So if anyone has been through this or has any advice, please let me know. Thanks.