I am feeling a bit sad. About a month and a half ago, My Husband and Me (mostly me) decided that I would need to go to work and my husband to school which would take away my beloved Stay at Home Mommyhood. Since my DH works for United Airlines which is more and more becoming a terrible job, it makes since and I am looking forward to the job itself, BUT I have a 9 month old daughter at home and i would not get to be with her as much as I have been. This breaks my heart. To top it off, the job would require a month in another city for training and it is looking more and more like taking my Hubby and Baby with me won't happen, so I will only get to see them on the weekends. I guess I wasn't sure what this all would entitle and now that I do, I am feeling a lot blue. There is nothing I wouln't do for my family and with my degree, it makes sense to go to work, and I am going to, but I am still sad! Also, I am only planning to feed Kaitlyn once int he morning and once at night, does it seem possible to pump while away and give that milk to to hubby to feed her dispite that she isn't really use to using a bottle? I have always just bfed her and now I am not too sure. People are telling me to wean her, but I really don't want to. Thanks for listening to me everyone!!!!!