Am I a terrible woman/mother for saying this?
I do NOT like it and each day that I continue to do it, it just becomes more and more apparent to me. My son is five weeks old today.
He latches on just fine, we had some supply issues two weeks ago when I had surgery but that's better now too. It's still uncomfortable for me, especially the initial latch-on. And I just don't LIKE the way breastfeeding feels. It's like sensory overload or something. I can't stand to be touched or even talked to while I'm nursing. I feel very agitated.
However, when I give my son a bottle, I look at his sweet face and feel so much calmer about it.
Has anyone ever felt like this before?