I really need some encouragement, I feel like I am about to go crazy my lo is almost 5 wks now and I know all about this already from my 1st lo but I guess I have forgotten how stressful and difficult bfing really is especially when you have an almost 3yr old to tend to also. I think I have cried everyday, I know the cluster feedings will come but it just seems like she has been cluster feeding forever.She hardly ever lets me lay her down any where and I'm trying the babywearing but my back has been giving me problems with that sometimes I can't even take a shower every time I try to put her down to take one she starts to cry, and I just can't let her lay there and cry like that. My dh has been busy with work,school,and hunting so he hasn't been able to be here that much and my mom seems to think that I should be the one to pack up and come to her house, she's only been here twice since we've been home and both times my dh was home and she only stayed for like an hour.
I feel so alone, I think that is the worst feeling in the world. Please tell me that it will get better I feel like I can't even parent my toddler he just pretty much runs around the house all day playing by his self it makes me feel so guilty. How in the world do you get through this bfing and taking care of another lo as well. I bf my 1st lo for 15 months so you would think that I would be a pro at this, but before I didn't have another lo to tend to so I was able to sleep when he slept and just pretty much bf and rest allday but that's just not the case now.
Thankyou for taking the time to read my cry for support