This is probably going to sound selfish, but how can you breastfed and have a life as well?
I feel like I am stuck in the house (apart from school runs) and I can't seem to pluck up courage to go out. There is so much I want to do..............
I had Tyler on 13th Dec (also have 1 yr old, 3 yr old and 5 yr old). I didn't expect to BF Tyler as I failed the previous times. I just took everyday as it came with Tyler and I am shocked that its worked out so well!! I am pleased, really pleased. I just can't see myself going out - with or with out Tyler. I want to go back to Weight Watchers and the Gym but how can I??? Every night he is such a cling on - last night he was feeding for 3 hrs on and off, swapping sides and when we went to bed he was still wanting more, Its like he feeds so well and then he just comforts and when I put him down - he cries. I try and keep him on on side as long as I can so he gets the hind milk, I am just so paranoid he isn't getting enough. I can't go out because I can't feed my own baby in public because of society, which annoys me so much. I wish I could do it, I want to but I just don't feel confiedent. I need to get out but how!? I am finding it so hard at the moment, espec at night.
How do you do it?!
Getting Down, Nat