Re: Not going well
Mama, you have tried so hard! I hope that someday, when you look back on this experience, you can feel proud. When you give everything you have, it's not a failure even when it doesn't turn out the way you hoped.
Please let yourself go out in public, and don't feel ashamed about using formula. And if you feel like putting your baby to the breast, don't be afraid to offer it. He might turn you down, but there's always a chance he won't.
Coolest thing my big girl said recently: "How can you tell the world is moving when you are standing on it?"
Coolest thing my little girl sang recently: "I love dat one-two pupples!"