I do thank everyone for the help and am sorry if I come off a bit short in typing. Figure you all realize I'm sleep deprived, scared and frustrated.
I'm on Medicaid so I don't think insurance covers private lactation consultants. (Basically, if I have to pay up front, medicaid won't pay, they only cover things that will bill them directly.) I'm not up to long distance driving to take myself, pump and babe long distance to get help. Kinda hard to drive two hours when I need to feed him so often.
I Think there is one consultant in the region that might do home visits but I am a bit concerned with cost.