You are doing a great job hanging in there with everything you are going through!
Rebecca has been giving you plenty of information and support, but now that she is on her way out of town, I just wanted to mention a couple of things.
Anyone can access Dr. Hale's website. But only health professionals or LLLL can ask him a question. So you could go there right now and check the archives on the different drugs you are taking and try to find out if you could get back to BF (preferably ASAP!). If you can't find the info you need and would like me to post a question, I certainly will. Or you ped. can do so. (How great for you to provide the link to the ped. who is "not so supportive" of BF! He might gain some new information and insight!)
Here is the link:
scroll down and click on "guests enter here".
Hope you are doing better!