Hello! I have a 3 month old son who I am trying to EBF. I would like to stop pumping so much and not give him bottles at all anymore because I am tired of spending hours everyday pumping and feeling trapped in my house due to having to find a place to pump when I am out and about. I have been pumping from day 1 because when he was born he was transferred to the NICU at a different hospital (the hospital I delivered him at did not have a NICU). I was unable to try and breastfeed him until the day after his birth with the help of a lactation consultant and was unsuccessful in the beginning. We have come such a long way and I am determined to NOT GIVE UP! I have seen a lactation consultant 3 times and we have worked through him not wanting to breastfeed at all in the beginning, a bad latch, and a weak such in the beginning. He would also not breastfeed at all at night and now he wont even take a bottle at night. I am currently breastfeeding him all night including his morning feed when he first wakes up. I also breastfeed him throughout the day. The rest of the day I top him off with bottles after I attempt to try and breastfeed. He gets 4 or so a day. He is currently 15.4 lbs as of 2 weeks ago. The problem I am having is that he only really wants to nurse good when he is sleepy/drowsy. During the day he will drink a little bit and then pull off the breast over and over again. Sometimes he wont even latch and turn his head away. If I swaddle him up and feed him when he is falling asleep he will eat for a good 15 min-30 min or so. Its slow eating though as he is relaxed and falling asleep. Another problem I am having is that when I don't give him bottles I am constantly worried about whether or not he is getting enough milk. I count his messy/wet diapers to help calm my fears a little. From 7oclock this morning until 800 this evening he has had 2 messy diapers and 7 soak and wet diapers. Today is the first day that I have not given him a bottle at all. He is currently going on 28 hours without a bottle. He has nursed well today. He has a dr appt on the 7th of next month and my worst fear is that he isn't getting enough to eat and when I take him in to be weighed the dr is going to say he is not gaining enough! Then I have to worry about my milk supply because he hasn't been taking enough of what he needs. My milk supply is very good. I actually think I have an oversupply because I can't help but pump at least 5 times a day even when I do not give him a bottle because I am worried about losing my milk. I really think I am making this much more difficult than it really is and I don't want it to ruin my breastfeeding experience. Please tell me it's not too late to fix this because my son is now 3 months old. If he nurses all day like today do I just stop pumping all together? I am worried about clogged ducts. And can I assume that he drained me out enough if my breast is soft? Sorry this is so long and I have so many questions.