with the PP. A lot of kids who resist nursing during the day will nurse at night when they are too sleepy to put up a fight.
Weaning- not that what you're going through is necessarily weaning!- is always emotional, no matter when it happens or who instigates it. There's a hormonal component to the experience, even if you continue to pump. Be patient with yourself and forgiving of yourself. There's no reason to feel like you have to "move on" right now. Keep this open and relaxed. No need to think of breastfeeding as something that has a definitive end date.
Coolest thing my big girl said recently: "How can you tell the world is moving when you are standing on it?"
Coolest thing my little girl sang recently: "I love dat one-two pupples!"