My LO is now 8wks and i have been feeding her only formula from since she was 2wks old. In her first days, i was breastfeeding but as time went on my supply went lower and lower and i had to supplement; til eventually there was none. I've tried everything, pumping, massaging, comfort feeding, i just started taking pills and teas, but i'm already discouraged because of all the articles i read keep saying the critical time for breastfeeding is the first six weeks. it's so bad now that i can't even be around my LO without crying. Luckily my mom has taken over most of her care while i go back to work, but i only interact with her when she needs changing or bathing; i can't bare watching her feed from a bottle, but i have feed her that way a couple of times. i just feel like I've lost her and she isn't mine anymore because i let her down; i can't do the most basic thing for her and her development will suffer for it. my husband is convinced that i quit and i haven't made enough strides to try again, which has caused a strain between because i become defensive when he brings up trying again; he thinks all i have to do is sit her on my chest and wait for her to be hungry. My mom is all to happy to get to spend time with her so she doesn't see what the big deal with me is. I've talked to a LL leader but she didn't seem to know much more than i did. Should i just give up?