My son was 4 weeks 2 days early and had breathing problems so he was moved to the NICU. While in the hospital I tried pumping and eventually breastfeeding. When we got home he refused to latch and I had no pump. I finally got one and it didn't work very well at all. I then got a Medela a few weeks ago but couldn't get anything at all. I know have a Hygeia and still can't get anything. I wanted to breastfeed/pump until he was at least one or two. I have completely dried up and want more than anything to be able to breastfeed again. A lot of people judge me for formula feeding and it makes me feel even worse that I can't give breastmilk like I wanted to. Does anyone have any tips? How long will it take to build a supply up again? Is it even gonna be possible? Please help!