Its about 1145pm and I finally put down my 23month old dd and told my dh "if I have to nurse her any longer I'm going to puke." She had been switching sides and looking drowsy to wide awake since 1020.
She nurses multiple times over night, good nights maybe 3 times, most nights 4 to 6 times. I work full time.
I don't mind the nursing session after work because I've missed her all day. I don't mind nursing her to sleep if it takes a few minutes... but this hour long and no end in sight makes me crazy. It makes me want to tear my hair out and cry. I don't like the way it feels. Its comfort nursing and I just can't take it anymore.
I've somewhat managed to cut down daytime nursing by disttraction.
I don't want to force wean her, I could go longer if it was just a reasonable session a couple times aday or night.
I hear her crying inside so I have to go back in and nurse again.....oh m g I'm not sure I can take this I'm so fing tired.
Need support or advice please.